The sorrows of a young man in the city, being a palimpsest of Goethe's Werther.
Yeah, I should keep up doing sketches... to tell the truth, I didn't get much done lately. I shouldn't even talk about it.
You see, I was never happier before. Never before felt closer to everything (houses, cars, trees, people, lamp posts, traffic signs, the park, park bench, grass around it)... never felt a deeper sensation towards all that. Yet it blurs in front of me. I feel too weak to grab the shapes, get them inside me and out of me again and down on paper. But I got this feeling I could shape things now, just give me some wax, and I'll create a little city for you. Better, just hand me a heavy stone and I'll hammer it into something that survives time and all.
I tried to sketch Jennifer three times already. Tried it, and made a prostitute out of myself. That's even worse considering I felt so up to this just a while ago. I finally went for a speed sketch of her profile, and that should be all for now.
My family's bothering me about a change in direction and business. Get things going, get active. It just makes me laugh 'cause those things don't matter to me. I tell you, if you're just doing something for others, just do it for the money... if you're not behind things with all your heart and everything... then you're a real fool.
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This blog by Philipp Lenssen is written with the help of Blogger Pro and based on Johann Wolfgang von Goethe's German Die Leiden des Jungen Werther (The Sorrows of Young Werther). The novel was published anonymously in 1774 by then 24-years old Goethe, and it caused a lot of people in Germany and elsewhere to commit suicide. The "Werther Effect" was born, Europe had one of its first media-scandals, and the book got banned in several towns and regions.